The Waiting Game

As of today, the numerous blood tests,cat scans, and pre-surgery tests have been completed. I am scared poopless, with Tuesday being the endoscopy/colonoscopy. I am grateful that they're knocking me out for this one. My better half tries to make light of it all, and since having been with him for close to 16 years, I know he has a habit of doing that when he too is worried about something. We are hoping that I will give birth to an 8 pound benign tumor. I just pray I don't come out of the anesthesia and be told that I won't be going home since this is an outpatient procedure.